Loosing motivation, I lose motivation often quickly, trying to get that motivation back is not easy and you need a bit of support from family, friends etc. I self-motivate myself most of the time, but this time I’m unable to do so, I’m missing something which is disturbing my mind. And I feel a bit of memory lost from me!! Honestly I don’t know what it is!(I’m not an amnesia patient nor Ghajini!) Trying to find the lost puzzle, I’m dreaming a kind of a rubicks puzzle in my brain which I’m unable to solve it!! I’m seeing a sequence of things which might happen in the future!!...An Average student like me suffers a lot from pressure relating to job, family and loan which he has to pay back. A motivation must come from beneath, which could kill the demotivation for ever and make you confident enough. Nearly got, 120 unsuccessful replies from companies which I applied for. 100 rejections i.e. 100 negative thoughts are making disturbances and distortions in my life of 100 years!! I need Strength to destruct the 100,000 negative thoughts!! I will strongly hope that I’ll find it soon!!